So yes, Eric will touch my head with the blade following an LBRP, for the calming effect the energy gives me. I don’t know if he was banking on it having this particular effect though. But I love the look and sensation of the knife, this dangerous thing, this thing that could do harm, touching me ever so gently. I love wielding it gently as well. I love that as much as both of us have been accused of being “out of control” in the past (usually by people with agendas), we have this incredible tenderness with one another.
Somehow I suspect Crowley would find this highly amusing.